Ok I wanna do something I haven't done in a while, update and be POSITIVE! OMG!!! Anyways I'm turning over a new leaf I'm in a totally awesome mood I'm in such an awesome mood I don't even care I'm going back to school tomorrow which is stupid cause they had us out all week for the swine flu thing so you'd figure that they would just let us be out for one more day just to finish off the week but nooo. oh well they're dumb anyway and they ain't bringing me down! So for sure I'm taking down all this crap the stuff I have up here its going down to china town!! except not really but seriously I'm taking it down. Its old and horrible and I hate looking at it...the stories I'll keep up just for s*its and giggles. Why? you may ask because I've gotten better and I'm currently working on a way to get my scanner working sufficiently enough so I can use that and not have to take pictures of my newer stuff with my camera and post it on here...which might work out better cause you get the same quality without the worry of seeing all the smudge marks...hmmm.

Anyways I'm totally excited for the rest of this year you guys I'm becomming a senior, I've been happily in a relationship for nearly two years now and the dude's FINALLY comming back from colorado this month and I miss him terribly but what's really turning this year around for me was that I've completely turned over a new leaf with my bff Amber and for those of you who haven't been paying attention we've been haveing some problems. But so u guys aren't all like "Golly Gee Wiz V its about Godd*mn time!" we've been fixed for a while you know me I've just been to lazy to post it anyways and what really makes me feel good is that I feel like I'm becomming really responsible yay! I love growing up!...sometims....well...its ok I guess.

Anyways back on track I'm becomming a whole new me I wanna be chipper...er and more optimistic and less angry because I've been really angry lately but most of all I wanna be cleaner. And I don't mean like better hygene I swear my hygene is fine and I probably totally spelled that word wrong but I don't care cause I'm happy and I got a new computer (oh yeah I don't know if I mentioned that to you guys yet I got a new one and it is SWEET!) any-whoosy-doodle. By cleaner I mean my room which I just finished wiping clean of all my old clothes that I don't want and...wow...there's a lot heh heh. This is why I need to shop more beacause then my clothes will get continually updated so I wont have to go through my closet, clean it out, and then realize I don't have enough clothes to wear cause that's what happened. But now that I've done that I'm going to work on my whole new wardrobe and clean my room allong with cleaning out all the old knick knacks I don't want and stuff then I'm gunna get my hair cut and it'll just be awesome I'll post pictures for those of you who care...which is probably none of you haha cause I know like no one reads these.

Anyways I'm excited to be back in the driver's seat of my life I'm seriously stoked so lets just hope I don't skrew it up, wish me luck guys cause I'm gunna need it!



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